Wednesday, September 29, 2010

It's true when they say you're not the same after your first love. Its true that they take something from you. Your innocence, your naivete, everything you once were. I realized that this morning. After this, I'm never mentioning you again. Why in the hell am I still thinking about you when I know you're not thinking of me? And if you are, I know it's about how stupid I am, something condescending like that. So, I'm done. No more. This is it. This is an emotional purge.

2 comments:

  1. I am so happy for you !

    You needed to get all of that out and now that you're done you can move on.

    True, you will never be the same and it will be hard for you to trust or love again but next time, and there will be a next time, you will be on guard and hopefully you will find someone who is willing to make the effort and break down those barriers.

    Until such time know that you will always find love here.

    Stay strong.

    Broken_Mirrors

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  2. Thank you! I can honestly say that I think I'm going to be just fine without him.

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