Monday, September 20, 2010
Am I not allowed to miss you? Am I not allowed to regret everything I said, everything I did? Because I do. I miss you. I don't want anyone else but you. I'm a heroin addict that quit for the better, but I still have cravings. You're my heroin and I need you. You're the worst possible thing I could have in my life, by need you back to survive. I'm giving up my sober chips.
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It is always easy, in the beggining, to fall into doubt about a decision.
ReplyDeleteBe the one who breaks up with someone is the hardest thing to do, because you feel as though you could change your mind. "maybe I chose wrong" resounds like a beat in your brain... "maybe I mis-read the signs..."
Believe me in this- when you cross that line in a relationship, even if you do go back, it is never the same. If you broke up with him, there were reasons, and though reasons will still be there if you go back. I don;t blame you if you do, of course...
but just know that nothing has changed. You must deal or get out of the game.
It is never easy, but someone new is around the corner just waiting to come into your life, if you can stop yourself from turning around.
You're not the first to tell me this. And I know I should just move on with my life, but it's hard when there's even the slightest chance that he's hurting as much as I am because that MEANS something...doesn't it? Maybe not. I'm not sure.
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